Welcome to this place

a place for my thoughts to expand into the abyss of this gray room, a chance, an opportunity to LEARN to trust you, thank you Jesus for being able to LEARN! you are such a patient and caring teacher, Father, you are trustworthy, faithful true to your worthiness and holiness which permits me nothing and yet loving me regardless of this insufficiency fills me and declared me worthy, not because of anything I have done, are doing, or will ever do but because of what your Son did. On the cross he bore my sins, bore my shame, and took upon my desire to be completely independent from anything of you and instead held my hand and showed me that learning to trust in you alone is the solution to the emptiness that gripped my soul, the rollercoaster of emotions that guided me throughout middle school. Jesus you are faithful to thousands of generations for those who sit at your table, eating of your body and drinking of your blood are not worthy to sit upon the stools, are unworthy to look up at the Father and call Him abba, Father. Let my essays bring your name glory Father, let them scream your name in loving passion for you have screamed mine since the beginning of time. Let me witness to your people through it and in doing so learn more of Hell, eternity, and the reality of spiritual warfare present in society today.