What has happened to us? How come the normalcy of this day is sitting in reality that I can control? How can I exist in this world, being awakened to life by Father Above All and still question whether I am breathing?
This tension, God Above All, even now grazes my heart, helpless against this false identity of not being single. IT IS FALSE. It cannot sustain nor provide for the hurt and anxiety, change and uncertainty, so why does it seem to easy to lean on? God have mercy upon me that I could see your unchanging ways amid all the exciting pace of life.
When the storms of life they come
and the road ahead gets steep
I cannot imagine lifting my hands in disbelief because I am nor worthy nor entitled to find such grace awaiting me there. This is hard!! I find this part of the week so difficult because I am disillusioned by grandeur of a false god and indifferent to the wonderous, amazing, incredible grandeur of my Father Above ALL:
"HE IS THE IMAGE OF THE INVISIBLE GOD, THE FIRSTBORN OF ALL CREATION. Whether thrones or DOMINIONS or rulers or authorities, all things were created THROUGH him and for Him." COLOSSIANS 1:15-16
BOLDED the oops that I have forgotten, but still it goes on. my hopes in pouring out this pain that instantaneous peace would result but God is good and His love endures forever. Not simply when He chooses to reveal himself, to remind my soul of How big He is ABOVE ALL THINGS. "Whether thrones or dominions or RULERS or authorities, all things were created through Him and for Him." Colossians 1:16
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