Ask. Just ask. What question? Where do I even start? Can you help me? please? Can you restore to me the joy of my salvation and renew a right spirit within me? can you help me see today as a gift? can you grant him a deeper sense of Your love?
I can feel my soul thirst. The longing is clear but the solution is hazy. I want to immediately seek another. I am restless, irritable, discontent, and have a perceived solution holding me, a soul that I care deeply for, but who is not the answer to this restlessness, irritability, and discontentment.
I know there is a solution outside myself and outside of any gift You have given me. I want to appreciate the gift without being consumed by it, overwhelmed by it, placing my hope, purpose, and past all in a single thing, something not meant to carry the weight of my worship. But I cannot without You.
Can you help me seek to be satisfied in You before I turn to enjoy these wonderful gifts you have placed in my life for today?
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