Common Grounds

Pardon the clique but sitting here, so unsettled about my future, has brought on the urge to blog once again. haha would be weird for someone else to be reading my heart because this is not public or anything :) my schedule is unsettled, and honestly i have nothing else to stress about, so I am holding onto that to keep me on my toes. Father God, Holy Spirit, and Christ Jesus my Savior, please hold this heart of mine and remind me of your perfect peace that surpasses all the unsettled future that waits for me outside this coffee shop. I want to go to Alaska. I want to serve your people and proclaim your name and I was so excited this afternoon! But I talked to mom and she said i should get a job, be with family. I was walking back from class the other day when I was reminded of that time in 7th grade I thought my future was in professional tennis. I had a note written for the next day to lay on my pillow: "Off to chase my dreams". The plan I had in mind was to go to the tennis court in my neighborhood and practice until I couldn't practice anymore. hahahaha oh and the time I was asked to model and thought my future was in modeling. oh how fickle my perception of the future is :) so Lord with a smile on my face, as I laugh to myself, I submit to your will. Your will is soverign and you know what my summer is going to look like. Holy Spirit, I pray for enough direction to be obedient and do the will of the Father, but not enough that I feel like I know the path ahead. This life has been incredbile because of the surpises you have set before me. I know there is so much ahead and it scares me because I am in no way prepared for what is before me.